Okay, maybe it’s not that, but I’ve just cried like 3 times in the past 2 hours. That’s huge for me. It all started with watching the news channel from home (yeah, I don’t know why I do that either) and then this video about my silly little country and how beautiful it is. And then world championship in handball is starting today and I want to watch it with my dad ‘cause we’re really good at it and hopefully we’ll win, and I won’t be home to get together with friends in bars to watch and cheer and sing, just like we did last time and I’ll miss it. I’ll miss everything.